Rollin' in da deep

Hello to anyone that's gonna read this nonsensical online dairy of mine. The word for today is "R.E.S.T" given by my new made friend, Isaac! Yes indeed I need much more time to rest. Ever since I've started this job, I've not been having sufficient rest. I've so much to do at work, somehow. & yes I've been having friendship problems. The problem lies with me, because I think XXX didn't even notice any changes between us. Maybe XXX think I'm probably talking about someone else. Look there's a difference between close friends and best friends, if you get what I mean. Maybe I'm too over sensitive or maybe it's just me being so fucking jealous over the new friendship you're having right now. I know I sound like a selfish bitch, but I can't help it. All the best then. I miss the old you so so fucking much, seriously. :'(