What had happened? I've drifted from my bestfriend once again and the feeling really do suck a big time. Quite a few things running through my mind now. I've no idea whether being insensitive is a good things when it comes to your closest friends and your relationship. Why do I always think that whatever one can do to others infront of you, could actually be doing it behind your back, back at you. The only one I could really trust and never have I doubt her over all these years we've known each other, is my bestfriend. Now that she's somehow gone, I could only rely on myself in everything. #FTS